Defending the Raven

Bisexual. Married. Man. Open. Read On.

My Inner Porn Star

I’m sure it won’t come as a complete shock to any of you that I have an exhibitionist/voyuer side. I enjoy showing off and being watched and doing some watching of my own. Of course, I wish I had the better body to show off, but can’t really compalin considering where I’ve come from.

Of course, like any guy I troll the internet for porn from time to time. The lucky thing about being bi when it comes to porn is that everything works. Unless you get into the fringe stuff anything I happen upon will work for me. Of course, the “it” thing in porn, especialy gay porn, is amateur sites. “Regular guys” getting naked and having fun. The really popular ones are the ones where there is the implication that the guys are really straight and just taking a cock up the ass for the money. Sure it’s true in some cases and sure in others there’s nothing better than getting paid for hot sex.

I’ve always been turned on by the idea of doing a video myself. Most of the porn sites are based in California so beign in New York City keeps thigns safe. Of course, though I did find a site that is based in New York. So for the heck of it I sent an email about the process of being on the site. Sold myself as a regular married guy who has had some experience with guys with my wife. I mean I’m the perfect candidate on paper. A married guy who is into guys who doesn’t really worry about too much about being discrete. The only hitch was whether my body type would fit. I get this response back:

Where have you been all this time? You are just the type of guy that we like!!If possible, we would like to use you in two upcoming shoots. The first one would be on this Sat afternoon for a solo j/o and if possible on Tuesday early evening (around 6:30pm)to receive a bj from our resident cocksucker each shoot would take approx 20-30 minutes and for each one you would be paid 200, so it you did both that you be 400 in cash for you.Please give me your thoughts!

If you have any questions please feel free to email or call me.
Please remember that while we are highly professional, we strive to provide a safe and fun environment.

I’m so freaking tempted. The problem is two-fold. Practically speaking those days and times don’t work for me. Then there is the issue of SR. I doubt she’d be surprised that I’d be interested in something like this, but she’d probably get mad that I’d even actually consider actually doing it. I wouldn’t even know how to bring it up with her, “Hey baby, would you be cool with me earning some extra cash by doing amateur online porn?” Then of course there’d be the issue of being found out. Sure someone who would recognize me would see it. I don’t really care that much if people find out I’m bi. It is something entirely about putting it out there for all the world to see.

But I still think it would be incredibly hot and fun.





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June 21, 2006 - Posted by | Uncategorized

2 Comments »

  1. Oh. My. God. You MUST do porn! You MUST! I would pay good money to see that sexy body of yours getting busy. Besides, I’ve always wanted to know a porn star.

    Comment by Cymber | June 22, 2006 | Reply

  2. Wait, did I fail to mention my new camera?

    Comment by Jefferson | June 22, 2006 | Reply


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