Defending the Raven

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Like a Virgin… Fucked Myself for the Very First Time

UPDATE: This post now with photos (not the kind you were thinking of, huh, David?)

So I fucked myself for the first time tonight. No really fucked myself.

Of course, I’ve fingered myself and actually been fucked byt other guys, but there’s something entirely different about fucking yourself. I bought my wife a dildo for Valentine’s Day (see photo for approxiamte illustration) and we’ve had some fun with me using it on her. I’ve always thought about using it on myself, but never have… until tonight.

It’s funny because it’s the first time I’ve really been fucked since I admited being bi to my wife. Sure I’ve sucked some cock, but never had a guy really fuck me like I did tonight. I’ve really been craving getting fucked… I guess for no other reason then just because. It’s just not something that’s worked itself out in all our explorations together, but haven’t really complained.

So tonight I took it into my own hands and it was pretty fucking awesome. Now I can’t wait to get the real thing again…. and thinking it’s gonna be this weekend.


July 28, 2005 - Posted by | Explori-stories


  1. Awesome. I love the feeling of masturbation while fucking myself with a dildo.

    Hope you get some action this weekend

    Comment by Evan | July 28, 2005 | Reply

  2. I think this would be better with photos and illustrations. 🙂 LOL As a top, I am not keen on getting fucked, but love fucking a good ass whenever the opportunity arises.

    Comment by David | July 29, 2005 | Reply

  3. well i try to please my audience as best I can… updated with a photo, but don’t think I’m ready for the kind you were looking for .. not that they don’t exist 😉 BUT not ready to become a blogger and online porn star.

    Comment by Raven in NYC (aka Mark) | July 29, 2005 | Reply

  4. So you admit that they exist. It’s only fair if you share.

    Comment by David | July 29, 2005 | Reply

  5. wow, sounds exiciting 🙂

    Comment by Jessleigh Faith | May 6, 2012 | Reply

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